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By Rose
Can I MAKE him forgive me and take me back and be firdnes with benefits because I NEED it?I gave oral sex to a guy who had a pregnant girlfriend and I know I totally messed things up when I told his girlfriend about what happened but I mean really it was rude of him to say that I am sad and pathetic like I told him a bunch of stuff and trusted him and he told her and probably his firdnes a lot of stuff.. but I guess I can get over it I just want him to take me back so much so we can be firdnes with benefits because theres no one else for me to lose my virginity to.. or give a bj to and I really want to and I'm so upset with myself because I could have had sex with him had I not been stupid you know?? I just want to make him forgive me and show him that I could do better and next time I wouldn't say anything.. I'm so sad now I just want him even if its for like a half hour or so to do sexual stuff at least I would have him a little I mean I guess some would say I deserve better but.. I am not finding anyone and I don't want to wait anymore it was a mistake and I just want him to forgive me. What do I do?? |